Choices

"It's tearing me apart inside." "I'm really torn about what to do here." "I'm torn between this and that."
This is about the battle for your soul; that feeling in your chest and in your head; that tension on your soul that you get when you want to follow God, but Satan is pulling you back as hard as he can. He tells that you're too weak or tired, or that sin is just too good to give up. But you know that God is good; that he is love, and life. You know that Heaven is worth anything and everything, so you keep reaching for it.
You'll never reach it on your own, and you'll never defeat your demons on your own, but reach for the hand of The LORD and he will embrace you.